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11.05.2009 We've Moved!** Editors’ note: You can still leave comments for me here in the guestbook on the left
Dear friends, there is an important announcement to make today. The long hiatus moment as you know was probably unbearable for some of you. Well its all for a good cause, rest assured that your author was hard at work behind the scenes(not to mention the sleepless nights) to ensure that he moved every single detail carefully to the new home =) This MSN blog has served me well for the past 4 years of my blogging needs however from this post onward it will no longer be active, nor will it be updated.. For blog authors and close friends, I'll be sending out the updated links to you so you can update your blogs accordingly. To my treasured and loyal readers and fans?, you know how to get in touch with me for the link to the new home. We wont exactly be having an open-house, but everyone is welcome to visit anytime of day. Yes for those of you with jaws open currently.. please kindly tutup mulut(close mouth) :P hehe.. I have finally made the transition, so hard to believe meh? hehe Thank you for visiting! It has always been a pleasure to serve you and a pleasant surprise to know there are lots of my loyal readers out there :) come come.. hop on over to the new blog quick! quick!! Cheers, brian/fluotone Oh oh! and and before I wrap up this post.. Yup you've guessed it! I would like to share one final song with all of you on this blog :) The song is already playing in the media player widget by the way.. *winks* Lena Park - Eternal Memory (Mulan OST) In my heart,i dreamed of all that used to be The place that we called memories That now,time has taken all from me All alone,i wandered down this paradise How i used to look in your eyes,kissed your smile And treasured all these times Memories last forever Pains that stayed within me Dreaming of you,they never come true Magic of the moment Come and gone forever Taking your love,away from my world Now i know,i have to walk this road alone The road that takes me far from you,from your love From the one i call my own Leaving you,i never can forget that time The time we thought that all was fine Suddenly i hope that you are mine Memories last forever Pains that stayed within me Dreaming of you,they never come true Magic of the moment Come and gone forever Taking your love,away from my world Away from my world Now that i am so far from your touch Hoping that i can be Your eternal memory Memories last forever Pains that stayed within me Dreaming of you,they never come true Magic of the moment Come and gone forever Taking your love,away from my world Eternal memory fin~~  ~the fond memories still linger in my mind and its no surprise that, I do miss you much...~ 01.05.2009 hiatus?am temporarily on a hiatus. will be back posting sporadically...
meanwhile, enjoy the holidays.. and the month of May! 28.04.2009 intentionally left blank"I can say the most wonderful words, but you just dont understand… I can show you the way, but I know that you’ll never be there...
27.04.2009 a smile~Dear friends today I want to share with you all a poem by a dearest angel of mine.
She told me to give this to thee "person" who ever it may be.. :)
thank you neh!
Have you ever wonder what is the most beautiful thing in life?
26.04.2009 a quote to share...The great enemy of the truth is very often not the lie -- deliberate,
contrived and dishonest, but the myth, persistent, persuasive, and unrealistic.
Belief in myths allows the comfort of opinion without the discomfort of thought. John F. Kennedy 11.04.2009 caturday~DESU~~DESU :)Its Caturday!! Hehe.. the best day of the week ;) Caturday has since been declared everyday, so it seems o_O  sorry can't help resist to post these cute pictures after stumbling upon a 4chan meme /b/ :p Here is the definition: Caturday is a 4chan /b/ meme that involves mass-posting of images containing cats and cat related objects, like kittens. It is by far the most glorious and holy of days for /b/tards. Though once performed only on Saturdays, it has since been declared that every day is Caturday. An average Caturday thread reaches around 300 to 400 posts, complete with retarded 4chan catchphrases and "DESU DESU DESU." Despite being a wretched hive of scum and villainy, 4chan has an unlikely soft spot for cats and relentlessly shun /b/tards who post pictures of Torturecat and Crushcat. Anyway, I just got up not too long ago..  YES IT WAS  Even though I slept on the couch last night..  and my back is killing me~ I'm off to yet another...  in a few hours time with some of my friends..  who loves me for me.. So if you plan to wake me up tomorrow morning...  and seeing that picture just now...  *some images linked from icanhascheezburger.. Hehehe!! See cute right? DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU OMG! Someone save me from this hehe :p Anyway, am leaving shortly for my caturday night fever@CentroKL.. c ya later boys & girls! =) oh, before I leave with you going huh!? The caturday-photo assisted post above was an actual day for me(err..except the 2nd last one).. enjoy caturday kids! F*** it la.. thats what I know lemonade will say about today :p thanks buddy! btw you’re crazy haha.. ~ try painting everyday filled with life and happiness--it's fun! ~ 10.04.2009 a post for my dearest entourage..Hello blogspherian's, how are you today?
It just hit me that, Whoa! time really flies neh..
(by the way, thank you for giving me the "neh" bug sherly! arrghh~~)
Where was I? Oh yeah,
in approximately 19 days more my humble blog here will be exactly 4 years young since the first post.. Yay!!
there was not to mention, one point in time I was even contemplating on shutting this space down..
but after numerous 1-to-1 questioning & persuasians by loyal readers/fans & friends alike after reading about my intentions..
You lovely people managed coaxed me into continuing hence forth, and for that I thank you all.
Especially for the cute comments you leave behind(yes I do read em' and reply em')
and most importantly your un-biased and dedicated loyal support :)
Well all I can say is stay tuned for loads more of ...loving about u... err I mean(me) from me to you.. hehe ;)
and thank you for being there with me(even tho you're a silent reader) through all my ups and down
for the past 4 years, and a toast is in order to more years to come!! Cheers~
anyway, for your todays reading pleasure check out this random pic from the net..
and devulge in it allright :p
  and double yeahhhh!! because its
CATURDAY tomorrow...
 Yup...
 yes that's right.. it is CATURDAY tomorrow!!  Yup... anyway.. the whole point of today's post was that I actually wanted to blog about this very interesting....
 Err..excuse the cute kitty but I think I'll continue this story another time...as the cat said, there's a lion on the loose. So, catch ya boys & girls later!
Enjoy the weekend, party hard(if you ever manage to party as hard as me) & importantly stay safe! hehe..
From your very enthusiastic blogger/good friend/coffee&tea maker.. *winks* :)
~ through-out I've learnt that life is about making grown up decisions and letting go... it was the hardest thing I've ever done and thank you... ~ 01.04.2009 Just a quick update..Well boys and girls, the stress is slowly easing up on me.. Now that the Chi is balanced and Karma being slowly restored. A lot has been happening for the past 3 weeks or so.. I don’t know where to start.. Anyhow, its going to be a very short & quick post today. Aww.. sorry guys honestly, I'm actually rushing to get some work done. I know you all would like to read more hehe.. next time I promise. I’ve got a surprise for you all waiting actually hehe So, well recently I felt a sudden urge to blog about an event I attended.. Termed as an "exclusive" event and its none other than the Grand Launching of Mist Club@Bangsar on the 26th of March. Some of you might be thinking huh? what? yes.. although they started opening their doors in October 2008.. they only had their launching last week (god knows why) so that explains it. Mist-club is located in the vincinity of Bangsar (duh~) but its hidden somewhere between some buildings, you have to be half-as-drunk to make your way there and half-as-drunk to get yourself home hehe.. and when you do get there parking is a drag.. mind you 10bucks for parking! Thats the price of valet parking WTF~~~So you have to be totally drunk to pay for parking by then but you shouldn’t be driving o_O hehe.. but there are other alternatives which I shall not mention here or risk getting in trouble =) Entries for that night are of course by exclusive invites only. For all of you who know me, I normally make an effort to go for exclusive events. Random acts of clubbing are strictly yes~no business unless of course a huge mob drags me out there lay my butt on the floor and threaten me with an axe.. *gawk* which happens to me quite often :/ poor lil’ ol’ me =) just kidding guys..  This was my best shot with a lousy camera phone mind you .. Our hosts were none other than Ms.Sarimah Ibrahim herself and also present were other big names like Junko Funk, DJ Dan and DJ Pietro from Mix.fm which translated to total awesomeness! Plus not to mention a couple of l-a-m-e comedians which bored the daylights out of the audience.   These are the big boys who made the event happen and the funniest thing is one of the boys spilled champagne on the lcd monitor while opening it lol! that would have costed him a huge paycheck and the 2 hosts said quickly and cutely that they’re not to be held responsible for it and *whistled* away. The hosts were absolutely hilarious, I was so so entertained that night..    They also had a contest which involved participants to do their best err “girl walk/stare” which evolved to a dance later on which you can see in the pictures above. The winner would walk away with a prize and the prize was of course none other than It was hilarious and entertaining to see these two dance, but I must admit they are pretty cute but unfortunately not available (sorry to break your heart boys or err girls.. awww) All in all.. Pietro saved the day by playing super-duper charged music which rocked the house down. I was yet again amazed with his skills on the deck :) The crowd was not too bad I’d say. It consisted off the local homeboys and lunatics who looked like they escaped from a psychiatric ward just to have a fun-filled evening :p Oh did I mention that all drink were priced at RM1 till 11pm? and also that they gave us a cool goodie bag each full of "stuff I’d never use” nice~~ Mist-club.. Thank you for making my day :-) I had a good laugh and and extremely wonderful night Last but not least.. Guys, its April Fools Day! So Happy April Fool everyone! *wink* hehe.. Stay tuned for the next big update :p shhh.. I think I hear the mob at my door *stays really really quiet* hehe ~when you thought that your life was all set for you and something came along and screwed it all up.. Stare at it in the eyes.. Smile and walk away. Because you know you're better~ 17.03.2009 17th March 2008 (a tribute)Dear friends, yes you did infact read it correctly. There is nothing wrong with your eyes. It is not a mistake nor did I do a typo. 17th March 2008 I remember exactly 1 year ago like it was yesterday, 12:05am. And I was in a happy mood, contempt and not a worry in my mind that night, all snuggled up in bed in the arms of angels till a call from my dad brought news of something I would have never expect. Something that never would have crossed my mind at that time. News that would make my heart stop. A while after streams of tears flowed like the Amazon River. Thus the date marks a black spot in all our hearts.. Happy Thoughts. I saw you the other day when we stopped over after our family vacation.. 2 days before you left for that long journey, you were smiling and looked so happy, with a wonderful gleam in your eyes. Knowing that your children, grandchildren and everyone in the family was doing okay. Perhaps that is why you decided to leave this world with a peaceful heart. After the news was delivered to me by my dad, I remember argue-ing with him.. “how could this be pa?.. we saw her a few days ago.. and she was just fine..” still dazed from the news and in denial… About you. The trademark kisses of good luck on our foreheads will always be there forever. I’ll always remember the lovely Christmases we have over at your place, where you would cutely put lil’ red packets under the tree for all of your lil’ grandchildren and you big grandchild here :) I always remember when I was tiny, how you took care of me and how you tolerated all my nuisance and mischiefs. How you would chase me around the house trying to get the bugger off my finger. How you would cook all my favorite food for lunch. How you would punish me when I got out of hand. Taking the blame for the stuff I broke. We were the bestest buddies =) Lingers. I remember dropping by alone one breezy evening by surprise and found that nobody was at home, puzzled.. but I always did not need to look far to find you being pushed by Akak on the wheelchair in the colorful playground opposite the house. Still smiling, still with the brave face on. Peacefully sitting and watching the day go by, seeing kids running about and hearing birds happily chirping away. When you saw me your smile became brighter.. and your eyes became wider :-) guess you were happy to see me huh? :p and plus after hinting you about a girl I liked for the first time, you became more interested to know further and started asking all sorts of questions and giving all sorts of advice =) hehe.. so there we were talking in the playground, you were on your wheelchair, me on the playground bench and Akak looking clueless :p Just like good ol’ times.. 2 best buddies just hanging out.. In my mind. The day finally came, where there was no more smiles.. no more laughter.. no more birds chirping.. only your lifeless body in the casket, sadness, tears and sorrow filled the air. You still looking calm and composed. a lot of people came to visit you that day.. Your dearest children came from all over the world to pay their respects, your soul must have been really happy that day :-) It was a tough day for me battling out my emotions to see my bestest buddy on earth, lying motionless in your comfy bed of roses. I guess all of us in the family was fighting a tough battle but you faught the toughest battle and finally the battle is over. You won and now you flying high in the skies above in a way much better place :-) One day, I shall join you too.. and we will have the good ol’ times talk soon again ya Even though things are much different now(or perhaps unexpected) since the day you left. I guess you would understand what happened along the way, being all the way up there in heaven. The sweet memories of you will always be kept sacred in my heart. I have in my mind the most valueble treasure on earth to have known a strong/brave/courageous bestest buddy/teacher/motivator/advisor/inspirationer/mother and importantly dearest grandmother on earth!
Dear friends, my aunt managed to compose a book of all my Grandmothers delicious recipes especially my favorites hehe, The book is called “An Indian in Exile” It’s been on Amazon.co.uk for quite a while and selling pretty well so I heard.. If you are interested and you’re having trouble looking for it.. as always, you can click on the blue yonder below.. :-) plus the book has real beautiful drawings contributed by all of her dearest grandchildren's from all around the world, not to mention my ugly one which is somwhere in the book titled “obscure” lol :p hehe.. this picture was drawn by one of my cousin’s pretty nice right? hehe Dearest friends, also let us say a prayer for my beloved grandmother who was called back home to the arms of God on the 17th of March 2009 at the age of 84. approximately at 12:05am To the person who raised me to who I am today. I love you very much and I miss you so much more than you could ever know! :-) Yes…. grandma….. I can still hear you telling me to lose weight :p and I can still feel the pokes you do to my tummy hehe.. hints you say?
12:05am – The happy thoughts about you still lingers in my mind 10.03.2009 Are you truly happy?
I took another quiz just recently, here is the blue yonder.. :p (Link) and I scored Unhappy
You are missing many things in life that will make you happy but you have some. it is best to enjoy the good things while they last! and always keep trying for the other things you want! you are most likely feeling a bit lonely and need to talk out your problems!
09.03.2009 latika~~Personality Test ... pffttt.. (click on the link to take you to the blue yonder) :p
oh almost forgot, Jeffro or Voxy if you happen to stumble here reading this by coincidence, don't say I didn't tell you so.. haha!
Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Life is a rollercoaster! it's spins you up and down and all around..
and then the dark clouds seem like they were drifting farther away by the winds from the south..
 and the child was happy because that means he can see his toy plane soar through the skies again..
But it does leave a question, when will those dark clouds come back
and deprive him the joy of life..
~to get back on the rollercoaster or to miss the train? a question only the universe holds the answer..~ 07.03.2009 in a state of "e"I hope you guys are well and safely recuperating from the previous post hehe
 sorry about that..anyway, taking a trip down good ol' memory lane, I've been listening to some songs which brought back some happy thoughts of the "younger" days, I don't know if you guys heard of these underground local-now-unknown-status bands before like Juliet the Orange, LO, Nice Stupid Playground, Poetic Ammo, Dragon Red, Love me Butch, Piranha.. oh well those were the days =)
Well there is a song I really like which was written by Douglas Lim (I think) played by Indecisive.. titled Empty Decorations anything familiar to you guys or does it just sound greek to you? hehe.. It was the theme song used by the popular show called Kopitiam back in 1997, a show which brought a change of scenery to all those local un-intelligent stereo-typed stuff on the air :p I used to enjoy the show back then when there wasn't really much internet or astro for that matter.
So here I am, just sharing a song which describes a lil bit of me at the moment with you nice people on the internet =)
If you're wondering how the song goes, click on that lil' play button seen on the youtube link and kindly please ignore the lame video. Its not the original video which has probably already become extinct along with the underground local-now-unknown-status bands.
I wake in the dawn to showers of light
Moments of emptiness surround Floating away with auras of hope But reality brings me.. to the ground What can i do ? What can i say ? I need a place to hide away Just for a while, just for a smile Just for the life i used to know Where every song Was filled with words of love and not of anger Where did they go ? Why did they leave me far behind ? Cause i don't wanna be alone (Oh oh..) Living life all on my own (Oh oh..) I don't wanna live my life in isolation Filled with empty decorations Cause i wanna be with people that i know Who will do the things i do (Oh oh..) Making all my dreams come true I don't recognise the shadows on my door Although i've seen them all before Because the only thing i really want is to be with you... I look at the sky, it looks back at me I can't hear the silent melodies I know that i'm here yet i am lost Blown in confusion by the breeze Hiding my face, crying alone I need to find my way back home Back to the place, the wonderful days Living the life i used to know Where every smile Was born out of a love and of sincerity And every tear of everflowing joy Cause i don't wanna be alone (Oh oh..) Living life all on my own (Oh oh..) I don't wanna live my life in isolation Filled with empty decorations Cause i wanna be with people that i know Who will do the things i do (Oh oh..) Making all my dreams come true I don't recognise the shadows on my door Although i've seen them all before Because the only thing i really want is to be with you... On another note, I feel that a special very big thank you is necessary to Popo for sending pictures of a place where I first went to school.
 THANK YOU POPO!!A state which I was born in and a town where I practically grew up in til I was about 9 (a tad bit taller to see the world at an elevated perspective of life)
Awesome!!
 The sign-age
I'm amazed that not much has change since 20 odd years back! wow.. :) the skies are still blue, the trees are still green (now I wouldn't have expected it to be any different) :)
these pictures make me smile and tear at the same time. I think I'm normal! hehe
Well that about wraps up the post for today. Oh look at the time! I've got to run.. Catch ya later mates!
~I need a place to hide away~just for awhile~just for a smile~just for the life I used to know~ 06.03.2009 the gods have already planned itA R Rahman ft. Suzzanne - Dreams On Fire Boys & Girls, Sometimes twist and turns of life can be filled with emotions. Some things can never be changed. That perhaps and my set of dirty sweat shirts :P hehe I was just kidding on the latter. Anyhow, I’m keeping faith nevertheless. Today I’m planning to share you a story.. a story about the gods above and a tale of folk people who listened to everything their god had to say :-) sounds familiar? perhaps.. It begins like this, one day in a far far away land … :P ok well maybe not so far away probably nearer than far away. There were some people who took word for word on what their gods say. So anyhow, there was also this young chap.. ok I say chap because he really was a nice chap =) seriously! SO anyway, the people somehow got to know that the chaps future was going to be bright as the shining sun. Perhaps they were just jealous and they tried to change the chaps fate. I don’t know why. But nevertheless, If the gods really are gods then this chap really has nothing to worry about and he is indeed going to have a bright future no matter what those mean folks do to try to change it. Like the saying goes, If its written then it shall be done ;-) so remember kids don’t try to fight a flare with the fires from the burning sun.. ok this is probably the most crappy post of the year on my blog! anyhow I am rather tired.. both physically, emotionally and spiritually (I have to stop using that). I’m just going to take things easy, relax and enjoy time as it passes by. Absolutely no pressure :) So, my point is if it was meant to be.. it is meant to be. Just wanted to drop this note of before I sign-off for the day! Goodnight kids!
Turn the heat up mate! I own a big shiny limo! Yay… 28.02.2009 friend or foe?I am a bit sceptical about meeting new people nowdays. I dont know why :p
As the runner ran, he ran as fast as he could on the tracks.. of course there were obstacles during the run. There were times when the runner would trip and almost fall., but he managed to get himself back on track. There were times the feeling of giving up was so strong that the runner just felt like calling it quits. But then there was always a loyal fan that would encourage him, to tell him to go on and never think of giving up. A fan who is afraid of losing him as a runner and he understood of course and gave in. but then one day the tables were turned.. and everything you worked hard for was destroyed. and to think that tolerance used to be a virtue? now that really sounds like a joke..
So who really knows who a true friend is nowdays? Some friends are out there to just make use of you when they are in despair. But a true friend is always there no matter what hard times you go through and help see you every step of the way.
Is the grass really greener? Or is it just another pursuit of greed? Or perhaps the change of environment that just gives you the illusion that its "greener"
I you ask me honestly, I dont know why humans are like this. Its weird that I used to a friend who shared the same perspective about humans, not anymore tho.. :p
Oh that green green grass, you never know when you're in it because you will always want more..
 15.02.2009 out of wordsdear wonderful and silent blog-readers, I love you!
I would like to quote a sentence I read on Trish's blog recently,
"you never know what you have till you have to live without them"
anyway, yes although I would give anything for that call.. just a minute or 2..
There's not a day I find myself without words until I met today
*Trish, I'm feeling the same way you are..
04.02.2009 Is this all?a little boy flew to the end of the world in his dreams today, In the dreams, the flashes of bright light seem to appear out of nowhere.. flashes after flashes, hit after hit.
So I asked them, is this all? is this your best shot? Are you surprised to know that he is still standing, breathing, laughing and smiling?
Come out and face him like a human! Dont be a coward and hide beneath your fake benevolent teeth..
Over time, the dreams will bring his soul to retribution and he will then redeem the values of what you lack.
Hence the child told me that, He will not give up, He will not surrender but at the same time he has also found his peace.
Since that day, that boy is not little anymore, but now a man with a big heart..
 01.02.2009 Study Mojo?Guys & Girls out there, my friend lemonade here seems to be having some problem studying..
*do note she only studies during the night hehe :p 30.01.2009 in and out of ....Well boys and girls-blogspherian's alike, I trust all of you had a wonderful CNY back at your respective hometowns, Well I did in Malacca :-) To all our friends who don't celebrate CNY, I'm sure you all had a great vacation as well.. Time for me to blog a lil as I wait for my busy weekend to begin in approximately 20 minutes time =) hehe This is how it all began...  The Verandah    The calm verandah of my aunt's house, pretty mind calming I know! With the CNY wind blowing between the tree leaves, bird chirping happily and kaabam! there goes another firecracker haha. I had a pretty good time till children down below started lighting up lol =) The day-life in Malacca   Bored... So we hanged out at Jusco, If all of you thought Malacca is boring, you are completely wrong my friend! They have all the major malls like Jusco, Carrefour, Tesco.. You name it! The re-union dinner   Look mom! that's my hand! fiddling with the lou-sang hehe :) struggling to grab hold of something with two sticks is pretty tough work.. The food was good, bus loads of tourist came here that night for their dinner! I was again... AMAZED :) Attractions are attractive from a far   well this picture needs the least explanation.. A lil' entertainment wouldn't hurt    so we went to play pool =) Bored!  A random picture out of boredom.. saw this bunch of super cute sheep's trotting along happily across the road in from of my grand-uncle's house hehe.. Nightfall     Pushing up the tempo a lil’ we chilled out at a few places in Malacca.. Pretty good nightlife I may add.. I was a bit disappointed when we arrived around 10.. there wasn't really any people at that time, but by 1130.. the scene started changing and by 12+.. you guessed it! :p too bad we had a curfew :/ Qin Yun Temple   I learnt a lot here.. Especially with me knowing not much, my Aunt really was so helpful :) I will definitely treasure the memories and go back again soon! And finally... Here is how it ended up.. Sometimes you don't really get everything you want, But I'm thankfull from the bottom of my heart that I have everything that I need and that matters the most to me :-) 18.01.2009 In my mind, heart and soul..
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